Museum :)

Today we went to the Denver Art Museum. I realized that my biggest dream before I die is to get something into a museum. I just think that'd be the greatest thing in the whole world :D it was me and Ryan and Daniela and my parents.

It was really fun, until Ryan started getting all grouchy and I was hungry so I got all snippy back at him and then it was just a complete mess. I've been having so much trouble lately.

This evening I was in Target getting my mom's birthday present and I just broke down. I started crying and I couldn't even stop to buy my stuff, so I just left. I felt so pathetic.

I feel like I'm being crushed, physically. It feels like theres so much pressure right now and I'm just going to crack.

Some of my closer friends are having a New Years party, but I wasn't invited. I don't understand why, either. I dislike not being invited to things, especially when its my best friends... Maybe they're mad at me. But I don't know what I would have done! None of them have really talked to me since school got out. I hate this. I just want to graduate and be done with all of this stupid high school stuff.